**************************** [Xeen] Compendium Chapter 14 **************************** Eldarion smiled at Jarrad, but instead of the even white teeth of an elf, each of his teeth came to a sharp point. "Why Jarrad, of course I have pockets! Right here in my cloak. The answer is simple really. What has Eldarion always kept in his pocket? His pocket-dragon, of course!" So saying, Eldarion pulls out a pocket-dragon from his cloak with a flourish, much like a stage magician would. "Say hello to Dardt..." he told the group, and the pocket-dragon launched itself high into the air. As the group tore their eyes from Dardt back to Eldarion, he was nowhere to be found. He had disappeared from the cliff wall, but his voice was still there. "Survive *this* riddle, and you may continue on down this path straight to my buffet! I *do* so hope you will survive, as I *am* enjoying your company greatly!" Up in the sky, the pocket-dragon was no longer small, and as each second went by it seemed to double in size as it soared..... --Johny Enright Thai stared at the dragon and her mouth went dry remembering the two other dragons she'd fought. She kicked her horse into a gallop forward, off of the exposed cliff the party was standing on. Once onto a normal path she wheeled her horse around and slid to the ground. The animal was going berserk with dragon fear. Thai quickly cast a spell to blind the dragon, if that was even possible, and followed up with a barrage of force bolts aimed at one of the points Draca had listed. --Phaedra Whitlock As Thai went on the offensive, Jarrad prepared the defense. The dragon was most likely to get at least one or two passes in. --Paul Raj Khangure As she landed gently back into her saddle, Zeph gave Jarrad an appreciative glance. She owed him one, but before she could word her gratitude, Dardt was set forth and growing in size, then Eldarion disappeared. Curses! The filthy lizard had reached them and she with her keen sight could discern the heads of all twelve elven legentors (she had sent to intercept the dragon) threaded onto a gruesome necklace tied around its neck. "Prepare yourselves for a fight!" Zeph shouted. "For there is no chance in retreating." Strawberry was still rolling over Eldarion's conundrum as the dragon Dardt swung itself towards the earth. "Yes, of course!" he mused. "The earth elemental had to speak true and *of course*, both paths lead to Eldarion -our doom which we seek." Finally he looked up at the sky at hearing both Zeph's call and the ever escalating sound of a whistle. The sound of a great object cutting through the air with amazing swiftness. --Dave Smart As Dardt swung around, seeming only annoyed by the attempts on it so far, Jarrad prepared to spread out a psychokinetc shield, impervious to flames. --Paul Khangure Semareth cursed as Dardt appeared, and charged for the first time. He held his horse tightly in rein while he reached around and unfastened the great shield and spear from his saddle. The large iron shield was heavy, yet he had used one similar before, and knew it was thick enough to withstand at least two full strength fireblasts. He reached over for Cari's hand, and placed his reins in it as he dismounted. He raced against time, as Dardt grew closer, and flamed. The brunt of his attack was blunted by the shield, most of the party remaining unscathed. --Paul Khangure Semareth held the iron shield above his head, and waited for the impact of the dragon-flame. It did not come... eventuating only in a blast of warm air. He did not waste time on guessing who had thrown up the magic shield. He began to move swiftly for cover, out of Dardt's sight, and safely away from the group. --Nick Takayama Cari didn't follow Semareth. The rock outcroppings that he had chosen as protection was too small for two. She spotted a small crevice and after grabbing the medical supplies from her packs she pulled herself in as far as she could, though she doubted that it would be much protection against the dragon's fire. Nor did she have many illusions that Jarrad's shield be able to protect against more than one blast. --Cathy Mosley Somehow Strawberry had let himself drift from the group, and the shield didn't reach him. But Dardt's flames did. --Paul Raj Khangure At the sight of Dardt, an anger unknown to Strawberry's character, bubbled within him. The dark and volcanic emotion increased in tune with Dardts' descent until when the flame, spewed forth by the great evil lizard, licked his form. In an eruption his horse disintegrated beneath him and to all that managed to survive the first melee, Strawberry was thought dead. But like a phoenix, the once slender and gentle man rose like a great bird with feathers of steel and breath of fire and took to the sky. Still smoldering, unable to consume what was happening to him (due to the great rush of adrenalin) Strawberry let instinct control every nerve and muscle. He attacked! Seeking what was the source of his intense madness, attracted like opposing polarities of a magnet Strawberry grappled Dardt, cutting short the second attack intended for the group below. Like a couple of stones tied together by some mysterious cohesion, the pair fell towards the earth, nipping and scratching one another as they tumbled. --Dave Smart Keeping the shield in place, Jarrad just watched in awe. He couldn't interfere without hurting Strawberry, not while keeping the shield up anyway. Besides, it was not likely he would ever get to see a pair of drake's duel again. If he survived. If things came down to it, Jarrad could always use the jaunting matrix to disintegrate the dragon, but he would not do it while Strawberry was that close, not while there was a chance of him surviving. --Paul Raj Khangure Draca had flown after Zeph when Xeen 'launched' her, only to find that Jarrad [did whatever he did.. I never got that post...] just as she was maneuvering into position. [She never did land this time... she was waiting to see what would happen.] As a result, she missed the first moments following Dardt's release. When she saw the first burst of flame engulf Strawberry, her blood ran cold. Here was the essence of what she dreaded most: provoked by the attack, the drake would challenge and fight - without anyone present knowing his age, strengths, weaknesses, casting ability...... And he would do so through purest instinct... not necessarily even knowing _himself_ what he would try.... So she did the only thing she could - she took the post of observer/mediator, and waited... There would she remain until one of the combatants disengaged, used an unacceptable protocol, or was destroyed. She did her best to explain her position and limitations to the others, stating that she could not permit them to attack until Strawberry permitted it... She would rely on the Wise One's knowledge whenever something happened that was beyond the scope of her experience. She had hoped that by remaining aloft, she would be the first to engage Dardt, but now she could but wait, and attack if Strawberry withdrew. --Margaret Tayti Out of the corner of his eye, Semareth saw Strawberry (could it be?) and Dardt grappling amidst the flames of Dardt's last attack. He reached cover - a small rise of dirt, and watched as Strawberry matched Dardt physically, the pair rolling around in a titanic struggle. Quickly, he considered his options. He needed to get close for his spear to do any permanent damage, which limited his choices, seeing as his spear was solid metal several inches thick... throwing it would be pointless. Finally, he decided on his course of action... the most dangerous one. He stepped out from the cover, holding the shield before him, the spear he held tightly in his left hand, readied. As the dragons rolled past him, he darted after them, spear readied. As he ran, he yelled to Strawberry, "Throw him off!". He did not want to pierce the wrong dragon's eye. --Nick Takayama When the second attack didn't come Cari peered around the edge of her crevice and watched in stunned wonder at the sight of two dragon's locked in battle; a sight deserving of the skills of the ancient bards. She could hear some of the Legentors yelling something about Strawberry, but couldn't believe that the new dragon was that gentle man. Her shock grew as she watched Semareth dash forward with shield raised, and spear ready. And cursed that she had no skills to aid him. All she could do was offer her strongest and deepest prayers to Sh'aljien and watch as Semareth ran towards whatever fate awaited him. She prayed that she didn't have create from what little she knew of Sh'al his funeral. --Cathy Mosley *Wait for his signal! Otherwise I must prevent the attack.* were the words he 'heard' next from Draca... It seemed from her tone that she was _deadly_ serious... --Margaret Tayti Semareth stopped dead in his tracks, and stared up in the air at Draca. The wind whipped at his cloak from all sides, the shield and spear in his hand poised. There was malevolence in his eyes. He had killed dragons before... and three in one day would be no major achievement where he came from. --Nick Takayama Thai heard Draca's sending and if Draca had been closer she could have seen the woman's icy expression upon hearing the declaration. She sent privately, ::Jarrad, Strawberry can't win without help. You and I can attack Dardt without harming Strawberry. You are much closer to Draca than I, talk to her. I don't want to lose him, nor do I want to fight two dragons.:: That was quite true but Thai was livid enough to try it. Draca had kept secrets from Thai ever since the beginning and rebuffed her initial attempts to be friendly. There was no doubt in her mind which dragon she preferred, and the thought of Strawberry dying was not one she could stand thinking about. ::I will *not* lose him over some idiotic code of hers, this is a battle not a challenge match!:: --Phaedra Whitlock ::No!:: Jarrad sent. ::I don't want to lose him either, but unless this happens this way, we lose him anyway. Without any pride, and that is what we rob him of by interfering, he will kill himself. He may kill us in the process as well. I don't know much about dragons, but what I do know, is that once to drakes initiate battle, the only way the battle ends is with the death of at least one of them.:: Jarrad paused, haiting to say the words, even though they were true, they gave an appearance of callousness. ::We have to let him take this one himself. If he wins, we win. If he loses, he will have weakened, or damaged Dardt significantly. We cannot interfere.:: --Paul Raj Khangure In her head Thai knew that Jarrad spoke true, but it still hurt more than she wanted it to. Thai buried her emotions as far down as she could, knowing that Strawberry's, Drake Argon's, chances were slim. She reached out through the crystal net. She couldn't tolerate leaving him alone at a time like this despite what it would do to her when he died. This was going to hurt. --Phaedra Whitlock Dardt was truly enjoying this fight. Though this upstart kin of his was *really* no match, he felt an invigoration like he had not felt for quite a while. He began to toy with his opponent, much as a cat would with its prey. The other dragon really did not have much of a chance, his size being only half of Dardt's gigantic bulk. Each bite the other dragon took would only barely penetrate Dardt's scales, to the point that Dardt hardly felt the bites. Each of Dardt's bites sank deep, however. And Dardt added on to the injury by releasing a flaming acid each time his maw was filled with his opponent's flesh. Up in the sky they twisted and moved, like two titans acting out a muse's play about the struggle of good versus evil. Finally, in a deft move, Dardt's opponent slipped under his guard, and raked his claws against Dardt's throat. Though no real damage was done, the scaly armour at his throat had been ripped away. It was clearly time to end this. Dardt released a powerful sheet of the flaming acid at his opponent, then wheeled about and put some distance between himself and the injured dragon. He then launched himself with full force, hind claws extended, and struck his opponent full in the chest, sinking his claws deep into the wounded dragon. Dardt allowed the momentum to carry the two back down to the surface, where he drove his opponent into the ground, pinning him, and prepared for the coup de grace. The other dragon was barely holding onto a thread of life, as Dardt gave a victory cry, which would have shattered glass, had there been any about. Dardt was about to sink his maw into his opponent's throat when he a voice from his past stopped him. "Dardt! Te valu ne' gael! Silivrennamorie'!" cried out a figure running towards him. The dragon paused to watch the red haired elf-woman who had shouted those words. He inclined his head, remembering a long, long time ago, when this elf-woman had held him in her arms, and cooed and sang him to sleep on many occasions. He regarded her in that memory, of times both dangerous and happy, and his death-struggle of moments before was all but forgotten. "Ai na vedui, Dardt..." The elf-woman, remembered now as his mistress Zeph, said softly to him. Lost in memories of better times, and for the first time in many years, the once pocket-dragon named Dardt..... began to purr. --Johny Enright As Dardt had forced Strawberry downwards Cari had stepped from the protective rocks to watch; perhaps a foolish move, but she had no desire to hide away while a companion died. There may be little she could do, but bear witness like the others. The scene - Dardt standing triumphant atop Strawberry - was one from a dreamscape or the misty realms of myth. But as Zeph began to speak to the great dragon and Dardt began to purr, Cari decided it was a scene that rivaled the great tragedies. --Cathy Mosley Semareth growled silently and looked away - the group would not deal well if he gave Draca her lesson. His slitted eyes refocussed on Dardt... and Zephyllia, the two acting like a woman and her disobedient dog. He cursed her, too. As long as her next move was to thrust a spear through the unprotected area on Dardt's throat, he didn't mind. But there was little he could say for her should she claim to have control over the beast. "Kanul naktracht kathul", he barked after Zephyllia. He did not care that she knew not what it meant. ++ The hunt is not yet finished ++ --Nick Takayama Draca, who had been watching the battle intently, (not permitting herself to be distracted by the waves of hatred directed at her by the others - she knew they _couldn't_ understand..) was both pleased and frightened by the swiftness with which Dardt 'surrendered' to Zeph. She knew full well that it could be a ruse, and prepared to begin casting should her suspicions prove correct.. since _that_ would constitute a breach of protocol. She also observed Strawberry, watching for signs of returning memory, and sending a silent prayer to the Ancients - that they would guide him... She would never know whether her prayers had been heard, but she noted that he seemed to take in his surroundings, and lost the look of blind, instinctive rage that had formerly clouded his judgement... --Margaret Tayti There, beneath the larger dragon --Dardt, Strawberry's rage leapt to new bounds. Frustrated and in pain he saw naught but red until a voice -soft and gentle at first, but which grew into a stern and positively commanding voice, spoke to him from within. 'Straw... berry...Straw..berry. Strawberry! You are who you are. You were lost and now have been returned. You are *not* alone!' The last words seem to wake the dragon from a trance. Opening his mind and soul, Strawberry looked within then beyond. He found who he was and he found his friends. They were with him, just as the voice had foretold. Turning his head away from Dardt who still had him pinned -but had for some reason turned his attentions away, he looked with open eyes at his friends. With effort and pain, he used the crystal that Thai had given him and he spoke. ::Comrades...My friends. Attack!:: It was clear he meant for those in position to release what ever wrath they possessed onto the two dragons. His vertebrae crushed, his many wounds deep and flowing, he cast his last spell -for his mind had returned and so with it his knowledge. As does the phoenix, Strawberry burst into flame, scorching the earth beneath him and that what was above him, and soon became nothing but ash. ** ** ** Zeph's words to Dardt had somehow soothed the beast into what it once was. As he purred, she too almost fell under the spell of familiarity and nostalgia. But it ended as suddenly as Strawberry's words met her mind. Loosing the gentleness she portrayed for Dardt's sake, her face hardened. "Attack the spawn of Xeen!" she commanded. "Attack him now!" Not waiting for the opportunity to slip away she spewed forth a barrage of energy bolts towards the dragons just as Strawberry exploded into flame. --Dave Smart Draca lost no time in casting the spell she had prepared. Her hands danced bafore her in the clawings of the Flame sigil, which she directed at the opening in Dardt's armour... while simultaneously shielding Strawberry from its impact... This last was short-lived, however, for it bacame apparent that he had other plans in mind... She shuddered as she shared the pain that he inflicted upon himself... and permitted herself to weep. In his last moments, he had cast a Pyre spell.. using his injured body as the fuel source. She knew that only the greatest of Draconic casters had ever been able to reverse such a potent spell, and she wept for his sacrifice... only barely aware of the activity around her. --Margaret Tayti Thai felt something wet on her face, tears, as she harnessed the flames Strawberry and Draca provided her with. The fires turned blue-white in an instant, engulfing Dardt's exposed throat in white hot flame. The fire raged inward searing through layers of armored muscle and sinew torn by force bolts and steel, upward towards his spine and brain. She felt more than saw Semareth's attack. Her flame was all directed inward, he felt nothing, but Dardt did. Hating the pocket dragon for what he'd done Thai fueled the fire with her own rage and grief. Strawberry's mind slipped from the network as Dardt started trying to rise into the air to escape. Dardt was dying from his wounds but not yet dead, and mirroring her own aggression his monstrous head raised to attack them all. The black armored scales around his maw, fine as rose petals but harder than mithril, pulled back from obsidian teeth the size of great swords. Caught up in the destructive lure of the flames and her emotions, the sight of Dardt's huge, sinuous body arcing into the air would stay with her forever. All the colors of the rainbow glinted from his scaled form, enhancing his obsidian blackness with a beauty only a drake could possess. The narrow head curved up and away to loop back towards the adventurers attacking it. A blast of acid sprayed over the cliff face and ledge like a fire hose gone mad, then like a viper Dardt's head lunged for the High Inquisitor... --Phaedra Whitlock Cursing, Semareth lunged forward, under the raking head of the dragon and drew his sword. His shield was a dead weight on his arm now, flame would not be Dardt's primary weapon. He raised his sword and shield in defense as Dardt's head completed its arc and slammed into his body. As his sword plunged into the dragon's throat, and shattered, Semareth flew backwards in the air landing in a heap on the ground. --Nick Takayama While the other group members kept up the attack on Dardt Cari stayed low and ran to Semareth's side. He had not landed far from the dying dragon, but he was not directly in the beast's line of sight. She knelt, and while careful not to move him she began to check what parts of his body were not covered in armour; being wary of his chainmail-covered arm. Cari could sense he was still alive. --Cathy Mosley Protecting herself from the flames, Draca flew in toward Dardt's flank, with only one thing in mind... she would 'feed' him Strawberry's death pain... When she came in contace with his hide, she 'sent' her sharing directly into Dardt's writhing body, focused as sharply as she was able. She continued to do so until there was nothing left to send. When finally it ended, and Dardt was dead, she landed beside the edge of the scorched pit. Dropping to her knees, she began keening - an oddly hollow sound, given that her voice was still little above a whisper. She 'sang' the song of Passing - and as she did so, her body glowed with the intensity of her prayer... She asked the Wise One to escort her fallen comrade beyond, and prayed to Skybane and Netherflame - that he be accepted into their claws. When she opened her eyes, her first words were in her 'native' tongue... {Wind to Your wings, my now nameless friend... I am glad that you found yourself before moving on... Would that I could have saved you... I regret your sacrifice, but regret more not having known you more fully.} Though her slender frame had stopped glowing, there was still a faint aura around her wings, and the marks on her collarbones still shone visibly through her clothing... --Margaret Tayti Dardt lay motionless before them and still those who stood and had the strength jabbed at his hide with their pointed steel. Especially the elves. For them it was a moment to exact a generation's revenge till their hate-filled hearts' content. They continued till the body lay mutilated before them. For Zeph, feelings of conflict and confusion inhibited her. This is what they wanted. This is what she wanted? The end of Dardt the horrible, the feared...the contemned. The dragon they had slew was naught the pocket dragon of yesterday --a pet, a friend. It had been twisted into something vile and hideous as her cousin. But what of those eyes. When Dardt had looked at her after her words, it had seemed as though part of the old Dardt --however remote or insignificant, was there. Now all that remained was carrion. Zeph shook away the final remnants of nostalgia. Dardt was a beast, as savage as any, and had to be put down like a rabid pet. Slowly she moved forward to the great head. Removing her sword from its sheath she raised it high above her and screamed with a renewed rage, "for my brothers and sisters...may you rot in HELL!" Her sword came down swiftly and embedded itself into the exposed neck. She withdrew and repeated her action as if attempting to chop into a great log. Soon a few of her legentors were by her side and seeing the futility in attempting to stop her they joined in instead and with great effort had the head removed from the body. Sweating and breathing heavily she wiped her brow. "Let us bury the dead," she said hoarsely. "And tend to the injured. We must be off to Daventry!" Two more of her Legentors had been killed (Vlademir --the large elf and Rendiron -an elf who had joined the party that morning prior to leaving Haven --his young eyes would never set on Havens' doors again) and three had been injured. (Elendil, who was burnt seriously by acid, his hansome face ruined; Guldur, his right leg being crushed by a flying piece of Strawberry's exploding horse; and Katrina, only slightly bruised and scratched. She would leed the other two back to Haven). Also among Dardt's victums was Strawberry, naught but ash upon ther muddied soil. As Draca bid him prayer, his soul looked down upon the small group and he smiled. "Fare thee well my friends," his silent voice spoke. "Your journey remains long and filled with peril, but you are together, and united you are strong. Benedict's ward had done the trick, otherwise the count of dead and injured could have been much higher. A silent 'thank you' left Zeph's lips. Walking with purpose, head high and strong, any sign of emotion that had coursed through her moments before were now gone, she met Draca. "Draca, can you perform a Draconian ceremony for the fallen dragons here?" she asked, and catching Draca's look she added, "he was my friend...many years ago. There was still something of him left. Otherwise he would have spat at the first sight of me instead of pausing as he had done. Can you please perform some sort of rite that will free his draconian soul from whatever had damned it?" --Dave Smart Semareth stirred, and his eyes flickered open. His shoulders hurt from the impact of the dragon's attack, and his back was stiff from shock. His left arm had taken the brunt of the hit, and he slowly lifted it to his chest where he could see it. The armor had held... but what amazed him was that the obsidian arm beneath wasn't even scratched. He shook his head to clear out the dirt and mud which was clouding his mind, and became aware of Cari crouching next to him. She was unhurt, her skin smooth and untouched. He looked at her a moment... "Dardt?", he queried suddenly. --Nick Takayama ::Dead,:: she sent; in her sending was the vision of battle, and the sense of the tragic in the truly classic sense of the word. She did not waste time with regrets for the dead, but there was a continual anger about how much life was wasted - in their time or this future. In her sending was the strong sense of relieve that he was alive and in reasonably one piece. --Cathy Mosley Relieved, he sat up fully and stretched, sending tendrils of pain shooting through his battered body. It felt good in a masochistic way. He grinned as he noticed a small cut in his right leg which was bleeding for attention. It could wait. --Nick Takayama She noted the spot of blood and handed him a strip of bandage from her pack, and sent, ::Some of the Legentors were badly wounded. I'll need to do what I can for them.:: Cari did what she could with herbs, backed by prayer, for the other wounded; until the other healers could come to allieviate the worse of the damage. --Cathy Mosley She had returned tired, but in some ways more centered, to Semareth's side as the ritual was performed. She watched with a closed expression, but she offered a prayer for Strawberry - for that gentle soul had died a warrior. His death had counted for something; a fact that meant a great deal to Cari. --Cathy Mosley Semareth glowered at the ritual he had just seen. In his experience, when a dragon died, it went to the armorers, jewellers and taxidermists. For the dead legentors, however, he traced a small symbol of guidance in the dirt, so that their souls would find their way to their appropriate level in the afterlife. --Nick Takayama Sitting on his throne in Daventry, Xeen watched the dragons battle in a life and death struggle. It was marvelous! Epic! He had not witnessed the like in eons. He had no doubt as to the outcome, as Dardt was bigger, stronger, faster.... But then the impossible happened. Dardt had fallen! Eldarion stared out into space, and a single tear rolled down his cheek. Dardt had been with him for so long.....the only one who had never betrayed him. The only one who had never left him. Now Dardt was gone....betrayed by a memory, and the traitorous Zeph! He was not yet ready to end her existence, but he did decide that when the time came, he would make it especially painful for a very long time. Instead of raging over the death of his pet, Eldarion instead closed his eyes, and seemed to sleep. It was during these times that...others, who also occupied the body of Eldarion, were able to manifest themselves above their normally repressed state. One of these was a power from long ago, a power who had been slain by the Dragon-demon himself. This power had waited patiently, marshalling its strength, to do that which it now did. It sent a casting of itself to the place where Xeen's pet had died. It had to act quickly, for it knew it would be punished once Xeen came back from whatever hell he was currently visiting. As the party licked its wounds and saw to the fallen, a strange sparkling began to manifest on the cliff wall near where Dardt had fallen. The sparkling began to change the area on the wall, and soon began to take the form of an earthen mouth! "I have not much time...." it spoke! "Remember! Not all is as it seems in the realm of Xeen, and hold suspect what you now know......." The gravelly voice ceased speaking, and the mouth disappeared soon thereafter. --Johny Enright Jarrad resheathed the sword he had drawn as the rocks had started moving unnaturaly. Keeping an eye on the area, just in case something else happened, he turned towards Zeph. "Do you know who that was?" he asked. "I bet it is Eldarion playing his tricks again, telling us to doubt what we know so as to confuse us further." --Paul Raj Khangure "A trick? Surely *it* was! To set forth words upon us where only rocks stand is truly some kind of trick." Zeph smiled for the first time since they had left Haven, but it wained quickly. "But trickery...I doubt that was the intent here my friend." Then mounting her great horse, she took on the look of one in the midst of intense concentration. "As for who that was," she finally answered. "I do not know." Her words were a lie. Somewhere inside she had found --had felt the answer, but how could it be...was he not dead? --Dave Smart Thai kept her opinions to herself, but they were not new ones. Despite her friendship with Zeph and then Benedict, she had never shaken the feeling of being set up by the pair. Strawberry's death had left her emotionally raw and the last thing she wanted to do was think through a double cross, or triple cross involving people she had tried hard to open up to. Whatever could be done had been done before leaving Haven. ::Zeph, before we go much further, is it necessary to continue on to Dardt's lair? If we decide to travel to Eldarion's lair instead, Draca will have to know where to scout and most of us are weakened if not wounded. Will we arrive before nightfall or will we need to camp out?:: --Phaedra Whitlock Semareth frowned. He had seen bureaucracies tied up like this for days. To Thai, Jarrad and the others, he spoke. "Must we waste time even more? We are headed for Xeen's abode, and there is little that more rest can do for us. I believe we were already on our way...", his face was stern. His thoughts spoke of military strategems... though your troops be weary, it is sometimes best to march on, for it is exactly this that the enemy is trying to stop. --Nick Takayama "Let us be gone from this place!" Zeph ordered, picking up on Semareth's irritation at the delay. He was right to be anxious. The injured were on their way back after recieving whatever care Cari and Draca could provide. The bodies of fallen were buried with quick cermons that followed which fell short of was deserved. "We have many a league to cover between here and Daventry. Let us be gone." The remaining company with their new course made, set forth. The drizzle never let up. It was still a miserable day, which ever way one looked at it. As they rode in relative silence Zeph could not help but wonder how *he* had reached them. However it was accomplished, his words would not be unheeded and why did she feel the need to keep her knowledge secret. It was obvious that her trust in her allies was not complete. --Dave Smart The day grew old, but with the constant drizzle and sunless sky, it was difficult to tell. Time seemed to drag on immeasurable. Finally after all was said and done the group was once more on their way. The need to reach Dardt's lair was no more. Instead the path was made for Daventry. Straight ta doomsville. --Dave Smart As the party began it's slow journey towards Daventry, Sem thought of his homeland, and their warrior-caste culture. He yearned for the security of knowing his place in the family, and in the 'clan'. Then he looked at Cari. She was too gentle to understand, he thought, too good natured -- he shook his head, and urged his horse forward. --Nick Takayama Both were tired and the link between them was more open than usual. Cari rode beside Semareth; and as she let the horse pick its way over the uneven ground she let faint images of a land she had never seen drift through her mind. She did not intrude and actively read, and was almost about to dampen the link when his thoughts of her caught Cari's attention. His image of her brought a soft mental chuckle before she could catch herself. Didn't he realize that it was only when he had shown her the path of Sh'al that she had begun learning that she didn't always have to fight for everything; that she could believe in something? --Cathy Mosley Semareth caught a hint of amusement from Cari, beside him. He turned and gave her a querying look. Had she heard his thoughts? He decided to risk that she had. "You are not a servant girl, nor are you a concubine, nor are you a priestess. These are the options in my land. If I were you, I would baulk at such ideas... women from the outerlands seldom willingly choose any of those.", his face was stern. He looked her in the eyes, waiting for her response. --Nick Takayama She didn't let her question about "women from the outerlands seldom _willingly_ choosing the mentioned options" coming anywhere near where Semareth might "hear" it. Cari did not answer immediately, though she met Semareth's eyes. Since he had been teaching her they had been concentrating on the basic tenants of Sh'aljien and so she had realized that she knew little of the actual structure of the temple or on how women fit into that structure. And she had been wondering about that, but until now there had been little chance to ask. At last she she sent, ::No, I am not any of those . . .. :: She decided that since he didn't seem upset by her accidentally overhearing his train of thought that she would go ahead and mention his view of her. ::And though you think me a gentle girl - I doubt you would call many of my strategems for survival honorable. Invisibility was my best option, and that I cultivated - and if that failed, then I would fight with my psi abilities and drugs made with my herbal knowledge. With no qualms.:: --Cathy Mosley Semareth nodded, he knew of her past. His spies in Montfort had been _most_ effective. He wondered idly if he had been replaced yet, or if time had frozen as the rest of Montfort was concerned. --Nick Takayama She looked ahead for a moment. Then she looked at him. ::The gentleness is because you showed me the path to Sh'aljien . . . :: She hesitated, unsure how to describe her feelings. ::And even in my fear and confusion I heard his call in your words, and knew that accepting him was the right action. .. .No, I would not be a servant girl. And as for cocubine, I do feel that no one should be only an object of desire .. :: her mental voice got a little softer, shyer, ::Though there is little I can truly say on that topic since no man has been _that_ near me yet. ...:: Cari's "voice" became more diffent when she said, ::As for priestess - that I feel no qualms towards.:: --Cathy Mosley Semareth raised an eyebrow at this. He could not picture Cari as any of them. And as things stood, most definitely not a priestess.He thought things would have to change quite dramatically over the next few years for that to happen. He looked at her. "I believe you when you say you have no problems with the idea of being a priestess... but believe me when I say that _they_ would have a problem with _you_. "The Church of Sh'al very much reflects the clandestine culture which spawned it (or spawned from it). As such, there is a great amount of testing and elimination to decide who becomes a servant of the church. Even the scullions must pass these tests. "Your nature, your outworlder appearance would all play against you.", he frowned. "If your mind is set on that direction, I would prepare for a dangerous journey.". --Nick Takayama Cari listened, and wondered at the society that had molded Semareth. For he was the only example she had of his culture. She was about to ask a question, but waited as he continued. --Cathy Mosley Then, in an effort to ease the bite of his comments, he added, "Not too different from the one we are on now.". He almost smiled, but thoughts of his home came swirling back to his mind... they had been calling to him these last few days, as if his absence meant something. He had almost laughed when he first felt that way, but now it seemed more like there was something pulling at him, demanding his presence there. He shivered. --Nick Takayama She watched Semareth's expression become distant, and a shiver run the length of his tall frame. ::Is everything alright?:: she sent. --Cathy Mosley "Yes", he replied, "I am fine... ". He did not elaborate. --Nick Takayama While waiting for his answer Cari pondered what he had told her. After he had answered her she sent, ::As you say, this in itself is a dangerous quest. And if we survive it, then yes, I would wish to prepare for what I must do to start on the road to becoming a priestess.:: She studied the barren, rocky trail their horses walked on, and asked, ::Why is the Church of Sh'al clandestine?:: --Cathy Mosley Semareth sat in silence for a moment before responding. "It is like you are asking why the dirt is brown. It just is. The people of my land are often divided in their views, although united beneath the church. We live in families, or clans, simply because that is how we have always lived. It gives us strength, and purpose and makes each clan stronger than a loose nation would be.", he paused for a moment. "I am of a clan, and I am of the church. I am stronger because of these... the priestesses and priests are even stronger because - and for - that reason.". He shook his head. "I cannot expect you to understand. I still do not understand your way of life. I tell you only this; the priests and priestesses of Sh'al are the most dangerous people I know of. Not because of any mystic or divine powers, but because of who and what they are to my society." He smiled, "But I refer to unecesssary details. They do indeed help and guide my people in a multitude of ways. After all, that is their purpose.". --Nick Takayama Cari rode for a while, considering her own thoughts and some realizations, and she wanted to find the right words for her discoveries. Semareth had called the Temple do Sh'al "clandestine," and she knew that it seemed that all religions were secretive about their ways and rituals. Some would say to give them the aura of power, and others would say to hide deep secrets. She did not think that the worship of Sh'al was false . .. like the original worship of the Redeemer. She had felt the call of Sh'al in some part of her soul; giving her a reason to believe and a reason to learn to trust. And having seen and experienced the ritual of protection that Proctor Benedict performed, she knew that even the Redeemer in this future truly existed in the hearts of his followers. Briefly she wondered if Semareth would inadvertently hear her thoughts, but did not worry the issue or ponder it longer than a second. She went back to thinking of what he had said of his society - that "they had always lived that way." Even the farming village she came from had it's traditions, from which stemmed the superstitions that made her an outcast and Leathian to be so readily burnt. Some traditions were worth keeping. Some were not. She had sensed Semareth's longing for his clan and his ways, and the security. But would they know the man should Semareth ride back amongst his clan? For even in the short time she had known him he had changed. He could not shirk off the knowledge he had gained to become once again one amongst many. Cari sighed, knowing that it was hard to be an outsider; she had been that for a long time. At last she was ready, and sent, ::Semareth, you speak of a society heavy with traditions, which you say I would not understand. Perhaps. Perhaps not.:: She looked at him, meeting his eyes, as she sent, ::And from everything you have told me the image I have is of a society that has little use for outworlders - you said it yourself, that outworld women are made to be servants or concubines. Or maybe priestesses. And none that you seem to know of have entered those roles willingly.:: Her "voice" became firm, though compassionate, ::Semareth, I have no doubts that when you first became the Proctor's High Inquisitor that you did so only to help rid the world of magic users. But you saved me. . .yes, I know you would have let me die had I not chosen Sh'al. But I heard his call in your words and it wasn't a choice of living or dying for me - it was just right. But you went on to call acolytes to you - under the Proctor's nose. All outworlders. None steeped in your traditions.:: She paused a moment, and when she spoke again her green eyes challenged him, ::What shall you do with us, Semareth, should we return to our time? Those of us you have shown the path of Sh'aljien to? And what of yourself - can you wipe away the knowledge you have gained?:: Her "voice" became softer, ::Semareth, you have begun something. And should we live we will have fought for Sh'al . . .if nothing else but to avenge him. Not many can say they have fought to avenge a god. .. Where does your path lead you, my friend and teacher?:: There was no sarcasm in her question. The emotion behind her words was the love of a friend and concern.:: --Cathy Mosley Semareth sat in stony silence throughout Cari's eloquent monologue, his eyes closed. Through the dimness of their accidental 'link', she could feel his mind churning over her words -- thoughts bringing forth emotion laden memories. He bowed his head as she spoke, and did not re-open his eyes when he replied. --Nick Takayama She let his emotions flow past - neither blocking nor intruding. --Cathy Mosley "Cari, there is no place for me in my own land for exactly the reasons you speak of. I spoke quietly among my friends in the guardianship of the church about the possibility of outlanders being allowed to learn the true way for years, and it earned nothing but shrugs. The priests and priestesses retain their right to refuse to teach to outlanders, and although I found a few friends... I earned many more enemies than I imagined. --Nick Takayama ::What did they claim as their objections?:: she asked, ::Or was it only fear?:: --Cathy Mosley Semareth shot a glare at Cari, "No one is without fear, Cari. No one.". Then his face regained passivity, "Change is a difficult thing to accept - I believe that is all the reason they have, and in truth they needed none.". --Nick Takayama "I cannot return to my land now. Unexplicable things occurred which caused what enemies I had to show their hand against me, and even my father was forced to let them have their way. Had I stayed, I would have died.", he lifted his head slowly, and opened his eyes. --Nick Takayama This admission surprised Cari - she had never thought of Semareth as an outcast. A stranger in a land he didn't understand - yes, but not one driven from his people. She softly sent, ::What happened, Semareth? What did your enemies use against you?:: It wasn't idle curiosity that made her ask. There was concern, but there was also a need to better understand him - her teacher and friend. --Cathy Mosley He shot her a look that told her she should have known the answer. "You have seen how I heal after prayer and rest from the most grievous of wounds. Do you think everyone in my land can do such things? I am far from normal in this regard, and be it godsent or not, it is not well accepted." "As I said, even my own father had to allow me to be outcast. Were it to be known that the church was accepting a freak in its midst...", he shook his head. "At the time, even I did not know what was happening, nor why I was special... I had not yet heard the voice of the Dh'erthenal, the godhead." --Nick Takayama "I do not know where the path that I am taking leads... perhaps one day it will take me home, perhaps not. It is the journey that matters - and I can but pray that I have what I need to last me until the bitter end." He lapsed into silence, his broad shoulders rising and falling slowly with each breath, his black hair draped across his forehead like stormshadow. --Nick Takayama She wanted to reach over and gently brush back his silken hair, but instead she filled her thoughts with quiet compassion, and sent, ::It is the journey, that is true. And from what you have told me somewhere in your heart you have a sense of the path you walk. If you didn't you would have never questioned your people's tradition, nor accepted me as a student.:: --Cathy Mosley He almost laughed, but could not. "The true path must be a very thorny, bloody one then...", he grimaced at some unspoken imagery. "I had a life to live into then - ", he paused, momentarily lost for words. "I do not know what this is... " unspoken remained, 'for it is not that life'. --Nick Takayama ::Welcome then, Semareth, for you shall find you are not alone. Many of us have been driven from lifes we knew,:: her tone carried no sarcasm, nor regret. ::Let go of it, for your old life will never exist again. Sh'aljien chose you for a reason and now you have to find it.:: She did daring manuver - for her, and moved her horse closer so she could reach over and touch his left arm. Cari sent, ::And you will.:: She smiled quietly and pulled her horse away. --Cathy Mosley Semareth looked down as she withdrew her hand from his chain covered black arm. He looked at her with swirling silver eyes. She spoke some truth... life would not be the same... but he found the fact hard to accept. He had lost his family, his real arm, his home... and somewhere along the line, his bluesteel sword. He did not tell her that sometimes his left arm 'hungered' for another life, did not tell her how it required every ounce of his concentration to prevent himself from removing his chainmail and grabbing somone by the throat and feeling their warm-coursing-pulsating-so-satisfying life flow through his arm, and settle like sweetest honey on his innards. That was one thing he could not even translate into words... he shivered at the gruesome thought. Masking his thoughts from her, he whisper-lied, "Perhaps there is hope..." --Nick Takayama She could sense hesitancy in his words, and remembered what it was like to keep moving, even though dispair colored both the waking world and the realm of dreams. So what happened when your teacher sunk into the realms of hopelessness? Did the student follow? Cari knew that right now she was hearing the words of a man, not a teacher. A man who was looking back at the frayed robe that once bound him to his people and a life he knew. A friend, and teacher, who had revealed to her something to believe in. Who had taught her that belief had to continue and be strong if Sh'aljien was to live again. To Semareth she sent, filling her thoughts with the strength of her belief, leaving little room for arguement, ::There is hope.:: --Cathy Mosley Semareth concentrated on the patch of grey-brown sky before him. There was little else he could add to the conversation. He had made up his mind on many things... they would just have to wait. --Nick Takayama